Password please.
Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 7:12 AM
Everytime someone finds the key to my heart, I steal it back and throw it away again, hoping no one else would find it. I'm kinda weird. I know.
Last night, the storyline has changed when I've decided to share. Serioulsy, I hate being dependent because I know I can't rely on you forever. Oneday you'll leave and you've your own life too. So I need to be stronger, stronger, stronger, stronger and stronger.
I want to grow up. No, I think I NEED to grow up. But there's no such thing as a grown up. We move on, we move out, we move away from our families and form our own, but the basic insecurities, the basic fears and all those old wounds just grow up with us. We get bigger, we get taller, we get older, but for the most part, we’re still a bunch of kids running around the playground trying desperately to fit in.
How true.
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Anyway, I'm happy that I can be myself when I'm with you.
numb-less.
@ 2:30 AM
Maybe I should try to talk, right?
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Clingy.
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 6:49 AM
Am I being too needy or are my feelings valid?
Yea, I hope so.
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Bamboo loves shit.
@ 5:04 AM
I have this fear that one day you’ll finally get a good look at me and I’m going to disappoint you cause you’ll see that I’m not as strong or as good as you think I am. And I’m afraid that it will change the way you think about me. I mean, I don't think I was bad, I just wasn't good. And maybe that isn’t enough.
There’s no shame in being afraid. Hell, we’re all afraid. What you gotta do is figure out what you’re afraid of, because when you put a face on it you can beat it. Better yet, you can use it. Looking back on what I said all those years ago,all the hopes and dreams I had, I’ve come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life,then some would say I’m a failure.
There's always a question in my mind, why do people fear death more than pain? It’s strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. That’s life. If nothing else, it’s life. It’s real. And sometimes, it fucking hurts. But, it’s sort of all we have.
In life you need one thing to survive - simply the ability to realize that shit happens. You step in it, accept it, get the fuck over it and keep walking. And in life, people come and people go, but you learn to know that, the people who stay are the ones who will always be there, through all the bull shit, drama, good or bad times. They will be beside you, and you realize those are the only people that you truly need.
Seriously, I often miss the little girl whose dreams had no barriers, who believed in a world where anything is possible, with a heart that was full and unbroken. So yea, SMILE. Let everyone know that today you’re a lot stronger than you were yesterday.
The cakes are specially "prepared" for you!
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"What did we always say about the past ?"
Another sleepless night. I need someone to talk to, badly..
Sigh.
Coming up next: Taiwan Trip Part 2!!!
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Movies.
Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 2:32 AM
Though it's not a very good idea to sit for 5 hours in the movie theater, but it's nice to have a hyperactive one beside you : D
Hello~ I'm not the hyperactive one, right? You're the one, if not, who else? Hahaha!!!
Two movies in a night, from 9pm till 1.30am. Great!!!
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Taiwan Trip Part 1
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 8:05 PM
Thursday
(10th December 2009)
I was struggling hard for my maths paper while my parents and sister were enjoying their Taiwan trip!!! Sniffs.
My trip was delay because I was having my term test on Thursday & Friday.
My mom booked the tickets few months ago, so I can't change the date of my flight. Sigh. Spent another rm1000++ for my new flight ticket. Kinda wasted. If not, I can use that thousand bucks to buy prada.
Sobs.... =.=
*Tao Yuan (桃园)
Let's go back to the topic.
Pictures taken by my sister on Friday (11st December 2009)
Taipei (台北)
Yu Ren Ma Tou, Dan Sui (渔人码头，淡水)
Dan Sui Lao Jit (淡水老街), Jiu Fen (九份)
I WANT FOOD!!! ='(
I want to go "Dan Sui Lao Jit"!!!!!
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Next, Flying Cow Ranch.
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2B01 outing.
@ 4:24 PM
My classmates are so funny!!! Hahaha.
=.=
Paintball @ Yishun during our 3weeks break!!
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Upcoming post.
@ 2:42 AM
Taiwan Trip. Sucks.
Taipei 101.
Stay tuned~
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Breatheless.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 5:20 PM
Life’s all about ass. everyone’s either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, trying to get a piece of it, or simply just being one.
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Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 7:54 AM
p/s: Sorry, typo...
I just had my "milky" breakfast at the farm's restaurant!!! Haha.
Welcome to Taiwan.
=)
Bee, I miss you!!!
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L.O.V.E
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 8:07 AM
I feel the best when I'm with you..
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Silent.
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 1:58 AM
That’s life. If nothing else, it’s life. It’s real. And sometimes, it fucking hurts. But, it’s sort of all we have.
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어떻게 당신이 사랑하는 달콤한
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 3:44 AM
"It’s you. When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me is you."
I miss you, much-as-usual.
How sweet it is to be loved by you.
Drowsy.
@ 2:25 AM
I'm too lazy to login my facebook account. Nothing much, just being lazy, and busy. Haha. Anyway, 2 more papers on Thursday and Friday, then I'm gonna enjoy my 3weeks holiday. Hurray!! =)
Aww. Taiwan Trip on this Friday!!
I need to rush down to Changi Airport straight after my friday morning paper. CB. Thought I can spend more time shopping at DFS. Lol.
The past few days(weeks), I’ve been staying in school concourse till 10plus11pm. Studying. Sigh.
NO SCHOOL/TEST TOMORROW!!!!!!!!
But going back to school to study again..
I hate test/exam period! :(
Little entertainment for us!!!
Part of my classmates. =)
KAY. BYEZ. Tomorrow gonna be another day and night of studying!
(Eh, should be today, because it's 2.26AM dy!!!) SIANZ!!
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Yes. I miss you.
Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 7:45 AM
P/S: Term test!! 2 papers today. Wish me luck!!!
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